aqui se acabo el cuento.

i often wondered
looking from the outside
how does it get so ugly?
if there is respect, truth and communication
you have the secret formula
i found it.
i know how to apply it

but once again
i am wrong.
once again i am wrong about the person i chose.

my mind understands things.
but my heart understands quite another

i am jumping back on the horse.
as they say...un clavo saca otro clavo.
but it makes me sad more than anything.

i would have given up any of my manias if he told me would get help
but he didnt want it enough
once again..he didnt love me enough.

its been a while

a pasado mucho tiempo...

no e escrito..
bc ive been busy
LIVING!!!!
GRACIAS A DIOS.
not worried
about how i feel
about this
or that

thank you god
/universe
for bringing into my life
someone worth
of me
he is quite special.
a goof
a happy goof
connect us
and who knows
how long it will last
but
oh lord...am i having a good time!

lo quiero de pies a cabeza.

lo que e pa ti

hoy
un dia com muchos ups and downs.
pero al final termino en un up.
phew...
aprindi
porlomenos por el momento
dejar las cosas
ser como son
what is yours
is yours
lo que es pa ti
es pa ti
y yo se que esto
no el pa mi
so porque worry
or feel sad
this too shall pass.
and it will
no worries about that

eso
no es
pa mi.
lo se.

guerillas

new year
yup
think less.
do more.
theme of the year

as always
thirty
to live more
do more
experience more
grow

heavy heart today
like it happened all over again

write less
photos tell a diff story

guerilla gardening was fun.
it is good for the soul to do something selfless every so often.

here. i sign out.

full moon

interesting. the moments
when i write.
when i feel pain.

i am gonna start writing again.
not bc of pain.
but in spite

i am taking on my life.
i feel.
and i feel a lot.
i feel everything.
and as much as i sometimes feel it is a curse.
at least i am not dead inside.
at least
i dare
to look in the mirror.

i am truly taking on my life on for the rest of the year.
and i am quite excited about it.
to shed a thick layer in a couple of months will be DOPE!
ready for lots of beautiful things.

constant looking within

the light, my light, has not shined too bright in the last 3 years.
ready for a full bright moon.
:)

en estos momentos.

it sucks when people disappoint.
its hard not to take it personally.
bc it is not.
peace within.

i just have to be grateful.
i am working.
my dad is getting better.
i am healthy.
my family is safe.
the best of whats around.

aug. 6th

stills.
a character.