full moon

interesting. the moments
when i write.
when i feel pain.

i am gonna start writing again.
not bc of pain.
but in spite

i am taking on my life.
i feel.
and i feel a lot.
i feel everything.
and as much as i sometimes feel it is a curse.
at least i am not dead inside.
at least
i dare
to look in the mirror.

i am truly taking on my life on for the rest of the year.
and i am quite excited about it.
to shed a thick layer in a couple of months will be DOPE!
ready for lots of beautiful things.

constant looking within

the light, my light, has not shined too bright in the last 3 years.
ready for a full bright moon.
:)